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Saturday, January 28, 2012

My Memory Stone

This post, and my possible return to blogging is inspired by the amazing Pastor Emily Lim!

In this Beautiful Post, she took us back to some pivotal moments in her life, and shared how God was faithful to her in all of them. heart

Here's my memory stone from when our community group did her activity :)

God is so good! :D He's been so faithful in providing for me :D just like He says in His Word! It's SO TRUE!!!!! :D You can imagine how hard it might be to start a massage therapy practice from scratch. Many start out renting a room from a clinic and sit by the phone hoping that clients will call and fill up their days. As for me, I had a vision of the clinic building I'm working in now before I even started massage therapy school. I was in my 3rd year of nursing school then, and having a terrible time, because that's when we first got into the hospital, and I was discovering I really wasn't cut out for nursing O_O I remember, on the ride back home from a practicum I was so unhappy, and I got a picture of that building in my mind, and I thought "I wish I could work there one day, as a massage therapist." 

As Pastor Steve taught us before, the word "desire" in Psalm 37:4 can also be translated "wish."

My aunts saw how unhappy I was, and they knew I wanted to do massage therapy, so they told me to look into it and I did. I left the Nursing program at UBC, and went into the Massage Therapy program at West Coast College. Three years later, I graduated, and was looking for a place to work, and I heard about a couple Christians through friends, who were starting a physiotherapy clinic in the area of the building I had seen in my vision years ahead of time. I was so excited to think it could be the same building, and maybe I could work with them, and we could pray together in our breaks shy

It turned out it WAS the same building, but they were starting an clinic exclusively for physiotherapy. There was massage therapy already in the building, and they didn't want to compete with them. So I continued my search, and ended up finding The Owner of the massage therapy clinic in the building - who was retiring after 24 years. She had built up an amazing practice during that time. Clients who came to see her, weekly, monthly and biweekly. Loyal clients who she had trained to always come on time, and to pay her the no show fee if for some reason they forgot. She could have easily sold her practice for big money - like dentists do to other dentists when they retire. She didn't want to do that though, she just wanted to find someone she thought would be a good fit, and when she met me, that was it. Other therapists had come by before, but for some reason, she chose me heart

It was at this clinic a few years later, in 2008 that I was massaging an old friend and God was convicting me of a few areas of my life that I wasn't living with total integrity.

1) I was pretending to live in the condo I just bought, so I could save on taxes, and use the first time home buyers thing.

2) The car I was driving had my aunt with the perfect driving record insured as the primary driver, while in truth I was the one who was driving it most of the time.

3) I was massaging my sister and unsure if her insurance company would be okay with that.

Jesus brought this story to mind, and while sharing it with my friend I knew I had to come clean. So I called the CRA and confessed, and gave them their money. I went to ICBC and made things right with them. Also I called my sisters insurance company to find out what their policy was. It turned out that was a nonissue pleased

Soon after that a client came in who had just gone to a Chinese New Years celebration, and she brought me a red pocket. Guess what was inside... A Strawberry Sugus!!! (If you don't understand why that is significant, click the "this story" link ;)

Recently I was thinking again about whether or not to keep my word. Nobody but God knews how much I pledged to give towards the Dream Center at the New Joy Membership Retreat. Was I sure this is what God was asking of me? It would really cost me. I'd really have to consider whether or not I could afford go on the missions or other trips I'd want to go on.

This Monday, the same client came in again, this time, with an orange sugus in a red pocket.

Orange is one of the best sugus flavors, arguably better than strawberry shy and Orange is the color of Family heart

Whatever happens Lord, Thank You that You promise to always provide for me! Thus far, You have helped us! laughing


Monday, May 17, 2010

Eva

Taking us out for good bubble tea, bringing us seaweed, letting us stay at your house during Alikin's wedding, giving me your brand new sweater to wear when it turned out the one I brought to put over my dress was ripped, mailing me back something I left behind, taking out tonnes of extra blankets for me when I was cold..



Eva you impacted my life, you are so sweet and gracious, and I am grateful to have met you!
You're So Beautiful and I love you!!!!!
It's too bad we don't say these things more often when people are alive :*(

I had wanted to email you, after our lunch together. I just really felt His Fierce love for you. It was just so obvious how much you love Him, and that's what He sees, that's what matters. You are Holy and Blameless in His sight because of what He did on the cross, and I know you're with Him right now!

Even though we only got together a few times, you managed to bless us so much in those times!
Thank you for opening your heart, and your home to us. We'll miss you sister, but I know we'll see you again!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3



Friday, September 19, 2008

Currently Reading
Expecting Miracles: True Stories of God's Supernatural Power and How You Can Experience It
By Heidi and Rolland Baker
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Expecting Miracles

It's ok to have doubts, even John the Baptist did!

Matthew 11:2-6

2
And when John had heard in prison about the works of Christ, he sent two of[a] his disciples 3 and said to Him, “Are You the Coming One, or do we look for another?”
4 Jesus answered and said to them, “Go and tell John the things which you hear and see: 5 The blind see and the lame walk; the lepers are cleansed and the deaf hear; the dead are raised up and the poor have the gospel preached to them. 6 And blessed is he who is not offended because of Me.”

and this is what Jesus has to say about him

“Assuredly, I say to you, among those born of women there has not risen one greater than John the Baptist; but he who is least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he."

Believe it or not,

The Kingdom

Is Here

“Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in Me, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father." John 14:12

His Word Is True. The Blind See, the Lame Walk, the Lepers are Cleansed, and the Deaf Hear;
The Dead are Raised Up, and the poor have the gospel preached to them.

does He offend you?

i'm going to a conference in Toronto next week where i'll get to meet people who've prayed and seen Jesus do these things Countless times!!! PTL for Heidi and Rolland Baker!!! Jesus give me the Faith to follow You with such Reckless Abandon - Believing, Because You Died, there will Always be Enough.

"The Lord has been reminding me that our job is to love. I want to keep it simple. I could tell you about the thousands of churches and the mighty revival that is taking place. I could tell you about the thousands of people we are feeding every day. I could tell you about all the signs, wonders and miracles. But I prefer to tell you about one life, a little boy named Selsun. This Friday [Mar 24, 2006] I found him wandering the streets of Maputo, sad, despondent and rejected. I walked in the back streets with him, making friends. I went to where he was living, under a veranda. I found out his parents died in a train crash and his aunt beat him. She did not want him. I was reminded that it is all about loving the one in front of us. We decided to take him to our Zimpeto center. He now loves Jesus. He has a home. He is no longer afraid or alone. Now he can see his dreams fufilled and go to school! We need to keep it simple and love the one in front of us. Thank you for caring. You are loved.

Much love in Jesus,
Heidi"


Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Access

i love this word

and i love what it IS, to be able to get all kinds of info about Anything with a few clicks,
to be able to reach a muscle that needs work,
to be able to reach you, no matter how far away you are,
to be able to come into Gods presence, despite my sinfulness.

Something that really hit me when Janine died, was that i couldn't access her anymore.
I wanted so much to be able to send her an email, and get one back.
To be able to show up her house and see her.
Hug her, Pray with her
See her face smiling through a webcam.
Anything!

It wasn't going to happen. I was Cut Off.

i HATE that. i think friends should be friends forever. even if we don't get to talk or see each other anymore, because of time, and how our lives have moved in different directions, if i've known you, i'll always have the memories we shared, remember the good times, and think fondly of you.

If it is possible, as much as depends on you, live peaceably with all men.

it may not be easy to let go and forget past hurts, but if God can forgive me for spitting in His face, and crucifying Him, and you can forgive me for the countless other stupid things i do, forgiving others is not too much to ask.

my sisters partner thinks that relationships have an expiry date. O_o

what do you think?

how much access should people have to you?

this is something that's really been on my mind, since i've been told i'm WAY TOO OPEN.
but what is the harm in sharing what is going on in my heart and mind with others.. if it's not hate speech..

i want to be known, and testify of Gods goodness, sharing that with Everyone i know who cares to read
- and honestly i don't think that many people do :p

what zion said once in a comment rings true "A city on a hill cannot be hidden, but a city still has walls"

but how does that play out in life?


Saturday, February 09, 2008

your Impact.

if anyone is resting in peace, she is.

i first met janine downstairs in one of those little rooms at frazerlands.. it was for souljourners, though i have no idea why so many of us were in one of those tiny rooms. it was neat that she was there, because the friend who had invited her had stopped coming!

i didn't have much contact with her again until we went on a missions trip together.. she amazed me, with the greatest capacity and joy in prayer that i'd even encountered.

i remember getting lost with her, on the streets of shenzen.
Foolishly we decided to take a walk alone
without bringing a phone or any money
just our room keys
and Jesus
out at 11 o'clock at night.

of all the people in the group, i think the two of us were the least prepared to be walking around alone..
in the personality test we had to take before the trip, both of us had scored as ENFP
whose prayer, according to the sheet we were given
is: "God, help me keep my mind on one thi - Look a bird! - at a time..."

so we walked out, with our heads in the clouds :)
and got back
by Gods Grace Alone
at 3 am. ;)

i had forgotten that she was the one who invited me to THIS

if i stuck together all the time i got to spent with her, i think it would be less than 4 weeks
but still, she made a Huge Impact on my life. and many others

Think about the impact you're making, and Can Make everyday!

This is from an email Janine sent some SJers a few yrs ago... she had volunteered to call each person in the group,
take our prayer requests, and email them out the to the rest of the group.

>i read this today -
Christ has no body now but yours,
No hands but yours,
No feet but yours.
Yours are the eyes through which
Christ's compassion must look out on the world;
Yours are the feet with which
He is to go about doing good.
Yours are the hands with which
He is to bless us now.

okay, i pray for the Spirit's strength in all of us and for a really
God-filled, beautiful week.

-til friday-
love, janine

it maybe Friday Now.. and like Jesus disciples when He was on the cross, we might not understand
we might be standing here confused, and crying out eyes out..
BUT SUNDAY'S COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope to see some of you SJers at the viewing at ocean park on sunday night.



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